Nagdedeliryo Na

Right now, I am at my lowest strength. I don't want to feel this way. I am fighting against these complications.

• Sick. After a bed-resting-3-day-leave, I haven't fully recovered yet. Even more sick because of stress and what not. Also been drowsed in a lot of dilemmas lately.
• Cough. I guess, I got a new job! Huzzah! Similar to a dog, i can make sounds when I am barking. I am promoted from being a Systems Administrator (SAP Basis) to tada! being a BARK-er.
• Work. My environment is compared to a city that never cared for the Mother Earth. It makes me sceam, "ayoko naaaaa!". Irritated, maybe because of being ill, but hey, the quarterback yesterday made me say to myself, "sumusobra na naman na!" Ewan ko ba kung bakit natatagalan ko ang ganitong mga eksena. Makes me feel not to attend any meetings again. Buti na lang, Mickey and Rodette emceed the "Viva!"
• Rating. The Performance Evaluation sheets and their contents were not discussed this time. Hmm.. makes me wonder how it was related to the sound I heard during the meeting. *sigh* I'll just wait what will happen next.
• Look and feel. This activity today is part of my on-going project, SAP Technical Upgrade. This is a predecessor of more activities lined up next week and hopefully be finished next month. The said event provides me more problems. Stressing din pala 'to. Ayoko na talaga!!!
• BCD. Life they say is from B to D. Between them is definitely C. But if B stands for Birth and D for Death, will it be as definite as it may seem if C=Choice?

Nagdedeliryo na nga yata talaga ako. I'm very down, physically, emotionally, morally. Kaya ko pa kaya? Saklolo!